we're in your heart

Sunday, May 24, 2009

JC life
being in jc gave me a different perception of myself as well as life
i thought i am smart but i am not. conceited -.-
i thought i know alot of things, but i know nothing
i thought i am matured yet i am super childish
i thought i can control myself and be disciplined yet i slacked off =.=
i thought life is as simple as abc but its actually complicated

well all these stuff made me feel abit useless but i am still confident i can succeed.
but all these while something is bothering me
i thought life should be happy and simple? well i think i am happy now with a good girlfriend
but hm. i dun really wish to think about the future, people will say its immature but it just won't make us happy?
people are bound by the word " society " . we must live up to society standards so that you wont be a social outcast. how do we go about doing it? just follow the normal behavior of everyone and dont do things that will make u stand out. LOL .
but isnt this kind of life living for the WORD? its not living for myself if i am not able to do things i want and i am restricted all the time. i dont mean stuffs that will hurt people. its just stuffs like playing, chilling.

well lets end here until i think of more stuff -.-

Saturday, December 06, 2008

yo
been not updating ever since im back
btw im back here on 1 deC? not on the scheduled 9th dec
that's due to the thailand turmoil which leads us back in Singapore.

Life in Thailand, Sobmoei, Maehongsong, Wittayakhom school

well, the first day there was mainly travelling, we travelled from Singapore airport to bankok then to chiangmai. After which teachers from wittayakhom school came to fetch us up. We stopped by tesco lotus for lunch and shopping in which i ate a pad-thai which tastes AWESOME. guess i can't taste it unless i get back. After shopping, we took a 4 hours van ride up the hills(with singing all the way up the ride) to reach the place that stores all our wonderful memories, wittayakhom school. It was almost 7pm when we reach the school, we had dinner which is all MEAT . hahaha. we were then allocated into our bunks. I'm in the "lucky" bunk with all the fun-loving people although the bunk condition is not very nice. The moment we step into the bunk we burst out laughing at the condition with bugs around and grasshopper jumping on our beds. The toilet is full of bugs so many that even when u pee u will be scared that one of them will crawl up ur pants? hahaha. It was fun with all the spoiling of doors, edmund's freeshow, killing of cockroach which i will never ever forget.

The second day was the opening ceremony, we were given blessings with a string tied around our hand and performances by the local students. It was great to receive such warm welcomes even though we are the same status as them, a student. This was followed by the icebreaking activities in individual classes, as i do not have a specified class i became the photographer and went around taking photos. I can't believe that even though we cannot communicate yet we still had so much fun. The thai people were laughing their lungs out and so are we. They thought us a dance, CHing chong which we came to love it. It was plenty of fun.

the third and fourth day was teaching days, some memorable event was when weekiat asked all the classes at a block down for a mass dance. There was around 200 people and the thai students were all very enthusiastic. This scene is very heart warming as it may be the first time for some of us conducting such an event. For me life is normal as my teaching is computer with little interactions with the class. My bonds with the thai students isnt as strong as compared to the other members of the team. Yet i feel sad when we were told of the news to leave thailand. I guess its not because of thailand itself, but because of the team, we were a great team.

I forgot which day it is, but we went to mae sarang, the "pasar malang" in thailand to shop and buy some food to eat. Mae sarang was a small place which only takes about 10 mins at most to completely cover the place. hahaha. but we had alot of fun! It was after the shopping that we get to know we need to return earlier. Many burst out crying. The strong bond we have forge with the thais, as well as within the team, nobody bear to leave it. Who will? But i guess the fact is we all have returned back in Singapore. We are in Singapore. No matter how sad we are we cannot change the fact. So why not just face it, we can always go back to sobmoei wittayakhom school after we graduate. I will never forget the things i learn, the people i met, the laughter and joy, the sadness we felt, everything in thailand.

Goodbye.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

16 november 2008
bernard leongseng elaine fooktak pinghau @sentosa!

stayover at leongseng's place the night before
had fun chatting and catching up and laughing
woke up early, met the rest
went to tanjong beach to tan
then to siloso beach for frisbee
dinner at superdog
had fun! :D

Friday, November 07, 2008

PW is finally over.
YEAH! :D

no more meet ups

no more PI

no more WR

no more I&R

happy boy! :D

Saturday, November 01, 2008

squash outing to seoul garden at causeway point!
convnient convenient -.-

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

YEA.
back to blogging.
after few weeks, things seem to settle down.
hahaa
anyway today went to kbox with weiting. after that at night went to eat with ls fooktak and guoxi.
had a fun time chatting.
and also a fun time singing :D
i love my life now ! ~
tml got squash training! shall train hard! whoosH!

Thursday, October 09, 2008

i promoted.....

happy. yet sad.

there are many others who are on the borderline.. theres no reason to be happy. i barely pass too.

hopefully no one retains.
hopefully happiness comes back
hopefully.